- Damn…she won’t
come! - said
Jerome while,
sitting on the
bench, looked around
anxiuosely.
He had met the girl
just few hours
before. She seemed
to be interested in
seeing him again.
Seemed.
Yet the way she
rejoyced to his
approach, so kind
and sweet and warm,
could have been only
the best way to dump
him away as fast as
possible.
Jerome never used to
be that pessimistic,
but now, because of
the hot and
suffocating air of
the afternoon, and
the static silence
of the front blocks,
he was beginning to
get it.
She won’t come.
How could it go in
another way, after
all?
They had only a
swift chat. Jerome
approached her, in
the supermarket.
The girl, a
beautiful, tall,
black girl on her
twenties, was
doubting whether
taking some chinese
food or not. He had
seen her, and
something from
inside pushed out
and led him straight
to the girl.
After a brief
talking - he did not
remember what they
had been talking
about - she left,
and Jerome got the
strong sensation
they would see each
other again.
But she was not
coming.
It was almost
evening when he
decided to move. It
was thwarting,
rather unfair, but
for the first time
in his life, his
charm failed.
Standing up, Jerome
stretched his legs a
bit, then lit up a
cigarette, took a
big drag, waiting
for the smoke
getting deeply down
his throat, before
releasing it out.
- Hey you! -
The voice came as a
cold breeze through
his ears, shaking
his brain hard. That
voice.
Her voice.
Jerome turned, and
saw her eyes facing
him firmly, an odd
smile painted on her
lips.
- What?...Ehm...How...?
Do you...Did you...?
-
As a perfect idiot,
Jerome was simply
unable to utter a
logic sentence. The
girl laughed, a
high-tone, slight,
intriguing laugh.
- Well, I’m not
supposed to be
frightening you. I
saw you here from
the street and...
-
She kept on talking,
but Jerome wasn’t
listening at all.
His mind was lost,
connected only to
the very depth of
his soul.
How come?
How did she know he
was here, waiting
for her? Of course
she didn’t, it all
happened by accident
but... it happened.
He wished to see her
again so much, and
she came. She was
beside him right
now.
What was she saying?
- ...and I don’t
think we can leave
again without
introducing each
other, right? I’m
Mayou. Nice to meet
you...? -
- Jerome...
my name’s Jerome...
-
***********
Jerome had to
correct himself. His
charm had worked
once again.
Holding her while
laying on the bed,
he could smell the
fresh scent of her
skin, could caress
her neck with his
fingertips, and kiss
her breast softly.
She was a great
lover, no doubt
about that. As
perfect as he would
have never thought.
She seemed to sleep
by now: the
moonlight entered
the room through the
open window, and all
was calm and silent.
Inside and outside.
Why, then, was his
heart beating so
hard?
Jerome was surprised
of this, and tried
to relax, closing
his eyes and
breathing slowly. It
didn’t work, though.
Something was going
wrong with him. Too
many cigarettes,
maybe.
He opened his eyes,
lifted on his elbows
and leaned back
against the bedhead.
The hotel room
seemed to be
perfecly ordinary.
Every damn thing was
at its right place.
So what?
He got up and went
to the window. The
moon was half
visible, now, and
half covered by a
thick, black cloud.
However the view of
the city’s landscape
was quite good, and
it seemed to make
him feel better.
He realized he was
gripping the
cigarette packet:
automathically he
pulled out one, put
it between his lips
and lit up the fire.
He stared at the
flame dancing in
front of him and
onto the window
glass for a moment,
before let the fire
touching the
nicotine. “It will
be alright”, he
thought.
- Hey you! -
The sharp, cold
voice of her froze
him.
He wouldn’t turn.
He wouldn’t scream.
He wouldn’t run.
A rough claw grabbed
his right shoulder
very close to the
neck. A liquid flow
soaked his skin, and
he felt like a stone
scratched him hard.
He didn’t know what
real pain was, yet.
Jerome closed his
eyes to the moon,
let the cigarette
fall down the
moquette, and
waited. Waited for
the other claw.
Waited for her lips.
Waited for Mayou
holding him tight
one last time.